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I am Brittany Markert and this is why I shoot film [NSFW]

I am Brittany Markert and this is why I shoot film [NSFW]

Photographers come from all backgrounds and walks of life.

Contrary to (some people’s) popular belief, not every young photographer jumps straight out of a related education program and straight into shooting for the NG. Some of us come from completely disassociated disciplines and have photography thrust on us by an unseen hand.

Brittany Markert is firmly one of the latter, having started her formative years as a mathematician, no less! Well travelled, with a dense character to her written style and a surreal slant to her photography, we recently sat down with Brittany to explore her drives, motivations and work.

For the young (of heart, or body), we’re going to have to mark this interview as not safe for work.

Let’s see what Brittany has to say for herself.


Hi Brittany, what’s this picture, then?

Behind Closed Doors, 2014

Behind Closed Doors, 2014

I created this image, Behind Closed Doors, in New York in 2014. While exploring this beautiful old building in Queens, I discovered two closed doors – two paths to the unknown – and simultaneously wanted to discover the mystery behind both of them.

My desire to stay curious is insatiable.


Ok, so who are you? (the short version, please)

I’m a mathematician that broke away from an entry level finance job and fled to New York to follow the passion bubbling deep in my gut. I moved to New York January 23, 2012 and on January 24, 2012 I travelled to International Center of Photography and enrolled in a printing workshop.

The Two Selves, 2015

The Two Selves, 2015

…I have been self taught ever since, seeking out kindred spirits and mentors that I can learn from through observation and brain picking.

In daily life I am a curious and timid creature that exists between the tension of opposites.


When did you start shooting film?

December of 2010.

While living in China in the fall of 2010 I reached an ultimate low; nothing I was doing made any sense anymore. I was there on a modeling contract and one day I told my agents I was through. The opportunity to travel wasn’t worth the negative aspects of the industry anymore.

Model For Murder, From the Desk of Todd Hido, 2013

Model For Murder, From the Desk of Todd Hido, 2013

After days of deep reflection and aimlessly walking around, I woke one morning and made a note in my diary that I needed to start taking pictures.

A month later I received my first film camera, a Canon AE1. A year later I took my first self portrait with intention and a month following the creation of that image, I moved to New York.


What about now? Why do you shoot film and what drives you to keep shootng?

There is a romance to shooting film; the entire process of planning, shooting and printing in the darkroom fulfils me.

Let Go, 2015

Let Go, 2015

You simply can’t rely on seeing the final product; the process demands you to feel, to have intention and patience.

I like to take my undeveloped film, put it in a drawer and develop it once I’ve grown detached and have a new sets of eyes.

I Do Not See, I Feel, 2015

I Do Not See, I Feel, 2015

At this point, as gushy as it sounds, I feel like every moment of my life keeps me shooting. I created this world “In Rooms” and I’m determined to build on it until my blood turns cold.


Any favorite subject mater?

I photograph people, predominantly myself (due to convenience) …but people are not my favorite subject matter. There are moments when you come in contact with a person, a place or a location and the universe sings.

All The Fiddles Are Dead, New York, 2015

All The Fiddles Are Dead, New York, 2015

I want to caption the energy, questions, and emotions that come forth from these vibrant connections – if I was back in Math class studying Venn Diagrams, we would be referring to the area of intersection.

People are the vessel to express these thoughts, emotions, and questions.


You can never use film again. What’s your last roll?

What morbid thoughts I’m having! And that’s exactly where I would go with it…my work is an adaptation of life…an abstract diary of sorts.

Untitled, Louisiana, 2015

Untitled, Louisiana, 2015

I would stage a suicide or murderous scene with all my cameras and negatives in the frame, some narrative exploring a tragic end to a love affair you weren’t ready to part ways with.

…or maybe I would hang onto that roll of Kodak TMAX 400 120 film until I was on my death bed and then stage a photo of my final breath.


You have 2 minutes to prepare for an assignment. One camera, one lens, two flms and no idea of the subject mater. What to you take with you and why?

31815, California, 2015

31815, California, 2015

Hasselblad 500C, 80mm lens, Kodak TMAX 400 and my tripod. That’s all I need.


You have an unlimited supply of flm to shoot in one locaton. Where do you go?

I would return back to California or Louisiana and continue my stories where they left off.

I enjoy shooting in the same hotels over and over again but in different rooms


What do you think is people’s greatest misconcepton about film photography and how would you set it straight?

Some people pigeon-hole film photographers as these elitist artists that live in the past; artists that are in denial of digital photography’s convenience to express the same ideas as analog photography.

I’m thinking specifically of questions or thoughts such as:

“Why do you still print in the darkroom?”

“Why not print digitally to save time?”

“Can you tell the difference between a silver gelatin and archival pigment print behind glass?”

“Why don’t you try a digital camera, it would be easier?”

The way I understand these tensions boils down to thinking about the process over the product. It’s the journey, not the destination – a thought I’ve overheard and read so many times, speaks to this.

Choosing black and white analog photography and printing in the darkrooom is a process – it’s physical, it’s laborious, it’s romantic and it’s time consuming.

Dead End Cafe, 2015

Dead End Cafe, 2015

It’s not about the time it takes, the convenience nor the costs; I want to use my hands and I want to think about mathematics under a light bulb while contemplating contrast and the black and white spectrum. I want my fingertips to get wet and feel the paper come to life.

This experience and its physical and organic aspect is not a choice when it comes to “digtal versus film” nor even “color film vs black and white film”. Black and white analog photography is the only option to experience what I’m talking about.

Sure digital sounds easier and less physically demanding but the comparison doesn’t make sense to me, it’s like telling an oil painter to start drawing with charcoal.


In your opinion, what’s the future of film photography?

Hopefully long! I’m staying optimistic and believe analog photography will remain a specialty art form. Printing and darkroom space is a rarity, even in New York. I see it getting harder to come by and more expensive but still appreciated and sought after by both admirers and collectors.

Untitled, California, 2015

Untitled, California, 2015

That said, I’m speaking about black and white film specifically. The love and intricate efforts put into each silver gelatin print by hand will live longer than I and hopefully speak for the future of this art form.



Beautiful work and words presented by another passionate flag-bearer for the end-to-end analogue process. As Brittany said, printing and darkroom space is becoming a rarity. As a diminishing resource, it’s forced many photographers out of shared or rented space into darkrooms of their own construction, whether they be customs built, or just temporary conversions of basement/bathroom space.

We know of two people who have rollers set up in their homes to “black out” any space they desire. A little extreme but if you’re invested in the process, there are no barriers, simply challenges.

How many of you have darkrooms set-up for developing and printing your own work (day-tanks not included!)

You can see much more of Brittany’s work at her website, If you find yourself in the area, we’d also recommend that you head over to see her work for yourself in New York at the following locations:

Lexicon Infernali, Stephen Romano Gallery, Brooklyn, NY Sept3-Oct15

Opus Hypnagogia, Morbid Anatomy, Brooklyn, NY July18-Oct15

We’ll be back again soon with another interviewee and another set of images and perspectives.

In the meantime, keep shooting folks.

Your turn

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About The Author


Self confessed film-freak and filmphotography mad-obsessive. I push, pull, shoot, boil and burn film everyday, and I want to share what I learn. It might not all be right but it's a start.


  1. Highly impressed by Brittany’s work – but is there a reason why the webpage address gives her name as ‘Brittany Murphy’?

    • Thanks for the feedback, James (and your eagle eye!) Bug: squashed!

  2. “Some people pigeon-hole film photographers as these elitist artists that live in the past; artists that are in denial of digital photography’s convenience to express the same ideas as analog photography.”

    Most film photographers ARE elitists and downright snobby to boot.

    • I don’t think snobbery is limited to film photographers but thanks for your comment.

    • Yeah, but it’s most prevalent among film photographers.

      • Not sure I completely agree with you here. Speaking of all photographers I know, there are equal numbers of folk in my personal sphere who stick to specific brands, processes (analog / digital), formats, etc. Photographers of all walks can be snobby, whether it be only shooting Zeiss glass, staying away from certain cameras because of their sensor, or even turning their noses up at those shooting last-gen SLRs, MFT, or P&S cameras.

        You’ll find that most of the interviewees we’ve featured to date shoot both digital and analog – Roger Ballen and Chuck Baker to name two.

        That said, each to their own. People have their own artistic preferences and if they derive pleasure from what they use, so be it. You don’t have to like someone’s personality to appreciate their work, so focus on the output and leave the rest be, I say.

        Thanks for replying and continuing the discussion, Mr/Mrs Edfgasdf.

    • “Some people pigeon-hole film photographers as these elitist artists that live in the past; artists that are in denial of digital photography’s convenience to express the same ideas as analog photography.”

      Excellent! This could not have been said any better. I applaud Brittany and her accomplishments in the short amount of time she has put in. I admire the beautiful work she has done and the physical work she has put in to create breath taking images. Her work is concise and consistent. Her work does not fall into the popular or pop cultured themes we now see in the fast food world of photography.

      – Julian Lucas

      • Well said, Julian. Thanks for your comment!


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